Me v/s Myself


This is my 100th post. Yup !! quite a milestone and a long way to go further. Was thinking since long about what to write and how to make this milestone special. Then God and Nature gave me something. In my previous post i mentioned about the Diwali Celebration we had in our society. I made a debut with stage performance against all the odds.

I had never danced before. I always have that li’l bit of stage fear deep down in me. The thought of being in front of the crowd makes me nervous. Till the very last moment that fear in me was dragging me down.

Me 1-“you don’t need to dance on stage, you practiced na that’s enough.”
Me 2-“nooo that is not enough. “
Me 1 – “You are not doing well. “
Me 2 – “I had practiced and it’s well enough for the first time. Yes, am not perfect but even not that bad, huh !!
Me 1 – People will laugh on you 
Me 2 – Fine, let them laugh. If i mess up i will laugh too 😉
Me 1 – but….
Me 2 – Shhhh…sushh..come on, stop making excuses, you can and you will do it. Kill that stage fear, go, dance and enjoy.

And just before the performance when the one asked me “Aap kar rahe ho na dance?” i was like it’s the last chance, “say No”. But then i challenged myself and I did it.

Battle

And yes I won… Yoohooo I did it I did it.. And people are saying it was good. Well, i too felt it was really not that bad. Killing my own fear and winning over own weaknesses is the best feeling I had that day. I was happy. I was satisfied.

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12 thoughts on “Me v/s Myself

  1. Read it, great!

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  2. How cool! Glad you fought your fear.
    Well, congrats on your 100th. I sure feels so food. When I did mine – I was all gaga over it 🙂

    Sharing it for you – http://happinessandfood.com/100th-post-happiness-gratitude/

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  3. Congrats on the 100th. It’s great that you faced your fear. Good for you!

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  4. Whoa..a tale of courage. Congratulations for your 100th post. It is a reason for a grand celebration. Dhruv loved the snow falling on your blog page. He asked me “yahan par christmas ho raha hai kya?”

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  5. Kishan Thakar

    Your post reminded the feeling of myself when I’m on stage. Like Deja Vu. Congratulation for both first prize and 100th post.

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  6. Cool. Congrats on your milestone! Time to dance 😉

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