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My treasure??


Write about a treasure you have.

This is a prompt of a “7 day long writing festival” on a bloggers group I follow. I wanted to participate but backed off due to rakhi. I am travelling from 5th of the month till 9th. But this prompt  made me think.  I am writing this in the car while my 5 months kiddo takes her power nap in my lap. (oh yes,  she rarely sleeps more than 20-30 mins in one go)

Is this girl sleeping in my lap is my treasure??  Or this man sitting to my right driving the car, whom I loved like anything is my treasure?  Or my mother who made me what I am today,  or others who have taught me, shown me the true colors of this wicked world ?? (oh but yes am really thankful to those people). Or books, my first vehicle or any of these material things I have, or these friends, family or any other immaterial relationship. What treasure I have??

This prompt made me think real deep. What is that ACTUAL treasure I have?
Nothing from the above list qualify 110%. I thought a lot. To be frank, I didn’t love anything from the above para that much, so that I can say I will  cherish it as a treasure.

Since last few years I have seen a lot, learned a lot. And now I realize that I love myself the most. Yes you can call me selfish if you want.  What I think is,  we love others only till they are helping, or in some way or the other, are aiding towards achievement of our goals. I won’t be stretching this long. Those who understand will understand, those who don’t will never will.

So here it is. What I love most and want to cherish,  want to behold as my treasure is ME. The treasure I have is the feeling of self-realization towards myself and this life. I no more love anyone but me.

P.S – This post is really impromptu and has no intention to hurt anybody’s feeling.

P. P. S – Who cares!! I learned and now I am happy 🙂

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Wisdom


-“We promise each other to share everything and will never fight. If there is something bothering one we will tell the other one.”
-“Yes sweetheart,  we will” he agrees.

-“If it’s my fault, let me know, tell me directly. Never stop talking.”
-“how can i live without talking to you baby? ” he kissed her and said.

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Misha’s heart echoed those words everytime, she tries to sleep in all those sleepless nights. Sleepless not because of her kid though. It’s been 10 days.. 10 days of silence.  Shantanu was not talking to her calls neither replying to messages. She was not sure what is the reason. No, she was not crying. She promised Shantanu she will never shed tears, and she is keeping it.

She was going mad thinking what has she done. What went wrong? She started blaming herself.

She was somehow coping from postpartum depression all by herself. In this blame game she sees herself as the culprit. But no, she is not. Rather she is the victim. Yes, in this phase where she is going through PPD , baby blues and weak emotional breakdown, She was expecting Shantanu to be with her. To understand her. Care for her.

She trusted Shantanu more than herself. She was infact going to be like him. So practical.

There was a flood of memories and thoughts and questions.

Why in any relationship trust get weakens. Why it can’t be intact?

Why 2 people generate misunderstanding due to others?? Any relationship will last long when we trust.

Why because of others their relationship is getting affected and is at stake??

Why why??

Startled, at 3:17 am, wakes up by her kid’s cry.


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Love #AToZChallenge


She was
Neutral
No love
No hate.

She loved,
She expected,
She shattered,
She broke.

She rebuilt
And again..

She is
Neutral
No love
No hate.

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क्यों ??


मुद्दतें इंतज़ार के बाद किया उसने

इज़हार-ए-इश्क़, तब हस्ब-ए-आरज़ू* मिला ।

फिर अश्क गिरे इन आँखों से क्यों ।

-‘नामी

*हस्ब-ए-आरज़ू – आरज़ू के मुताबिक

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The Decision


Misha from last few, rather more than few incidents she was more fed up than irritated.

Misha is constantly in the dilemma whether to share her mind set, with Shantanu or not. Her “upset-cum-agitated” mind is making her mad. In her full term, she don’t want to be in any trouble due to her mental state.

On one hand, she has one thought of avoiding the situation, and not increase any negative discussion on the topic. Another thought she has, that Shantanu should know everything. She knows, now she can’t handle the bundle of thoughts, and no more hold the sea of her compressed feelings inside her heart. Her heart is now overflowing and just a gentle strike will spill it out. She need to put “what’s-going-on-in-her-mind” out, and free herself.

First she thought Shantanu will blame only her that how can she say anything about his side of family. But on the second thought she knew Shantanu will understand her and her perception. As Shantanu also knows their nature.

At last, after so many sleepless nights, She took a stand and finally decided to share her feelings with Shantanu.

 

 

 

But she didn’t..        Wordless, she was..

 

 

 


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मुझे क्या !!


मैंने तो किया है प्यार
तुम करो, न करो
मुझे क्या..

सबका ख़्याल है तुम्हे
मेरा हो न हो
मुझे क्या..

देखते तुम सब हो
समझा, करो न करो
मुझे क्या

मुझे तेरी जरुरत है
तुझे मेरी जरुरत हो न हो
मुझे क्या ..

-अ’नामी

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Finally.. the solution


I expect
Coz..
Am ready to do
That much for you

Fine..
I will not do
That much

Will that
deteriorate, lessen
My Expectations??

Yes yes !!
I become you
And am not
Hurt now

I learn from you
You taught me

Thank you!!
for..
Being my teacher.

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हो जा ज़रा मतलबी


अकेले आये थे अकेले जाएंगे,
दुनियादारी के चक्कर में क्या पाएंगे ।

सिर्फ अपने लिए, खुल कर जियो
डरो मत बस करो, जो मन कहे वो ।

करो शुक्रिया, ज़िन्दगी जी लो पूरी
कुछ ख्वाहिशें रह न जाये अधूरी ।

-अ’नामी’

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तू..


मेरे मर्ज़ की
है यही दवा एक
तू..

न निराश होऊ
साथ है ‘गर
तू..

न हताश होऊ
है हाथ थामे ‘गर
तू..

हर गम सह जाऊँ
है सामने ‘गर
तू..

मेरे हर मर्ज़ की
है सिर्फ और
सिर्फ दवा एक
तू..

-अ’नामी’


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स्थिर


दुखी, बेहाल, निराश, हताश, टुटा-बिखरा,

जैसा छोड़ गए थे, वैसी ही हूँ अब तक ।

अ’नामी’

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लम्हें


उसके न होने के साथ हुआ एक एहसास भी,
हाय, कितने ढेर लम्हें होते है एक ही दिन में ।
-अ’नामी’

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आवाज़


सुन सको तो सुनो

लबों की ख़ामोशी, आँखों की नमी,

और ये कमबख्त, दिल की बेताबी

-अ’नामी’

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मैं अपने प्यार का क्या करू ??


मैं अपने प्यार का क्या करू..

चाहते है उसको इस कदर
उसके साथ चली हर डगर।
क्यों उसे ये समझ नहीं आ पाता
उसके लिए ही ये दिल घबराता।

कोई ये समझाए मुझे,
मैं अपने प्यार का करू..

कोई आइना ऐसा बनाओ
जिसमे वो देखे खुदको
मेरी नज़रों से ।
वो सुने हर बात भी जो..
जो अल्फ़ाज़ न हो पाये
आज़ाद मेरे लबों से ।

चाहत होती हैं न उसे चाहूँ ,
पर मैं अपने प्यार का क्या करू..

-अ’नामी’

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Am I ok?


Am I alright?

Am smiling
But
Not happy
Not excited

Am sad
But
Not hurt
In the heart

Eyes closed
But no sleep
Just..
Body at rest

Am at peace
Am not reacting
As expected by
The world’s norms

Am observing
Things as..
As they are
But not reacting

Just accepting
With peace
And Happiness
And love

Left the “me”
Behind the “we”
For him
For us

Am I really ok?

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बीती रात


उसने कहा कुछ नहीं
रात भर वो रोती रही

भीगती रही मेरी बाज़ु
उसके आँसुओं से

उसकी नम आँखों का
एहसास मुझे होता रहा

उसे शायद पता न हो
रात भर समेटे मैंने

वो कीमती मोती
अपने आप मैं

मैं कहता नहीं कभी
पर हाँ आज कहता हूँ

मुझे तुमसे प्यार है
बहुत प्यार है
सबसे ज्यादा प्यार है

तुम सबसे खास हो
मेरी जान हो !!

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