-“We promise each other to share everything and will never fight. If there is something bothering one we will tell the other one.”
-“Yes sweetheart, we will” he agrees.
-“If it’s my fault, let me know, tell me directly. Never stop talking.”
-“how can i live without talking to you baby? ” he kissed her and said.
Misha’s heart echoed those words everytime, she tries to sleep in all those sleepless nights. Sleepless not because of her kid though. It’s been 10 days.. 10 days of silence. Shantanu was not talking to her calls neither replying to messages. She was not sure what is the reason. No, she was not crying. She promised Shantanu she will never shed tears, and she is keeping it.
She was going mad thinking what has she done. What went wrong? She started blaming herself.
She was somehow coping from postpartum depression all by herself. In this blame game she sees herself as the culprit. But no, she is not. Rather she is the victim. Yes, in this phase where she is going through PPD , baby blues and weak emotional breakdown, She was expecting Shantanu to be with her. To understand her. Care for her.
She trusted Shantanu more than herself. She was infact going to be like him. So practical.
There was a flood of memories and thoughts and questions.
Why in any relationship trust get weakens. Why it can’t be intact?
Why 2 people generate misunderstanding due to others?? Any relationship will last long when we trust.
Why because of others their relationship is getting affected and is at stake??
Startled, at 3:17 am, wakes up by her kid’s cry.
आसां नहीं यहाँ
न झगड़ना और
हँसी में उड़ाना,
शक से ज्यादा
भरोसे पर भरोसा,
समझदारी से इक-दूजे
का साथ निभाना,
दिल को दिमाग
लगाने न देना,
आसां नहीं यहाँ
रिश्ते निभाना |
Linking this post with #Monday Musings
Listening to a Bollywood Hindi song.. In this blog post I am analyzing how it also shows the fun and lighter side of a girl-boy relationship. Yes girls are like this only. All they need is just love and care..
Song goes like this –
Agar main kahoon mujhe tumse mohabbat hai / If I tell you I love you
Meri bas yehi chaahat hai toh kya kahogi / and you are my only wish, what will you do?
Main tumse kahoongi, / I will tell you
is baat ko agar tum / If you would have said this thing
Zara aur saja ke kehte, zara ghooma-phira ke kehte / indirectly and in good way,
To achcha hota / then it would have been better
Ok fine.. He loves truly, what he can do.. He tries.. Boy tries to express his love ‘thoda ghuma fira ke‘ see how he symbolize his feelings for her.
Tumko jab dekhoon lagti ho jaise nayi / When I see you, you look new/fresh
Honthh hain pankhadi phool ki / Lips are like petals of flower
Aankhein jaise jugnu chamke huwe / Eyes are like fire-flies
Soche mera ye dil dhadakte huwe / This is what my heart thinks while beating
Agar main kahoon / If I tell you
Agar main kahoon ye jo chehra hai / If I tell you that this face of yours
Jaise koyi chaand hai toh kya kahogi / is like moon, then what will you say?
Girl is not happy with even this effort..well girls have a god gift of finding mistakes and faults in almost everything.. How can this go un-judged. Why over expecting gal??
Main tumse kahoongi / I will tell you
Mujhko bhoole se bhi chaand tum na kaho / Don’t ever say me moon
Chaand mein toh kayin daag hai / Because even moon has scars
Mujhe phool na kehna woh murjhaate hain / Don’t say me flower, coz they also get dry
Jugnu bhi na kehna woh kho jaate hain / Don’t say me fire-fly, they get lost
Again she want him to say in some other better way, than that would have been better
And when the boy surprised by listening to her replies doesn’t know how to say and what to say. Headed to leave in vain after so much effort and failing in love.
Then finally girl agrees her love as well..watching him going she says –
‘When this is the saying of both the hearts, then why to say it’
arey pagli, pahle kya Chinese me bola tha kya bechare bande ne’
That innocent guy is saying so clearly his love for the gal and she is dying for some dramatic version. When he do even that, she finds lack in that also.
It happens. Girl is toh spending time with boy, roaming like close friends mmm… more like gf -bf but not understanding his feelings. He had done many things that ‘just-a-friend’ will never do. Indirectly he have had expressed many times his feelings and anyone ‘except that girl’ can easily see and understand that. His eyes can easily be read. And after all this, even if someone comes and try to make her understand about that, her reaction will be like ‘okaaay,but yar usne kabhi directly toh bola hi nahi’
Girls don’t want to see indirect expression, she want things to be said directly. And when he says so crystal clearly she says thoda ghuma ke kahte to achha hota
Ufff… So complicated girls are.. bahan, pahle khud to decide karle chahti kya hain’
P.S. – my first take on humor. May be not that a great read, but if you smiled even once, I am inspired.
P.P.S. – translation done by Google baba 😛
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